Ever since I take in things positively,
it's been manifesting my thoughts,
the more I try to resist, the more it shows...
At first I thought it was a guardian angel,
what do angels do? healing and bring good things rite?
until one day, the angel i thought it is, becoming over and out of control,
I see the ugly reality,
I see the disapointing fantasy,
I see the haunting past,
but I see as well the uncertain future...
befriended with Dark since the day at the beach...
I thought Dark was a friend,
He fills my life with the truth I love to listen, no more childish thoughts in my head,
and I dun even know how to make people laugh, or even can hardly smile even i tried to,
Dark shows up when the gloomy nite falls,
Telling me what to do next if Im at the crossroads...
"You are far better than this and what are you doing in a place like this?"
Isolation, Hatred and Selfishness sometimes come as one...
That was not me at all,
he accompanies me under the sickly moonlight showering the dying earth,
he tells me not to be weaklings because I'm born to be different...
During first few days of the studyweek,
life was just great, good dreams from 4pm - 7pm,
I was so healthy that I forgot about Dark...
Maybe he's mad at me,
just a few days ago, I saw him again,
and I do realize something,
he can only show up when Im sad, mad or unsatisfied,
and this time different outfit,
the robe was ferocious black, he has it long...
His used to be feathered wings are now becoming mantle with smaller wing-like projection,
He looks different, and very different until I don't even know who he is... evil,
now, if he shows, Im in pain,
my head burns, my lungs screaming for air,
not long, then, he'll disappear... and he can do other things,
He can now take over my body,
slip into me when Im emotionally down,
manifest my body into his control...
scary rite? hahahaha~ funny it is...
my roomates are facing the worst nightmares,
sometimes they'll see me in weird condition,
or sometimes are having extreme heart-hurting words from me... funny~ seriously...
Now Im taking medicines, im fine ok... just need some more rest,
cos im extremely tired, preparing the battle with Dark...
till now, im still looking for the leash for this dog,
as saying goes,
once you kill a cow, you need to make a burger...
once you raise ur sword, someone has to die on it...
or maybe the answer is in me,
if i want to end him, mybe i need to end myself as well....
p/s: dont understand? just let it be.... :3
Friday, April 30, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
...Silly Me...
Just can't believe that I'm still falling for these same mistakes,
I thought I can free my self from this living emotional torture chamber,
well indeed I just can't... I guess I'm just nobody in their eyes... Whatever I do just can't get their attention, even for a second...
I thought Im just being immature to think like that... huh...
What is it wrong with me until the one I cared most in life to not even take a full glimspe at my real life? And am I wanted their attention so much? I didn't get it when I was small?
Everytime I call and projecting my predicaments to them, the only word that they'll say is "OK"...
Then, the sentence about my life is lost in the thick air... and the sentence will be "I'm working right now..."
"Dad, Im having my final exam..."
"Really? Don't worry, you are as usual.. now, can you check the price for the phone that I asked you to?"
"I'm studying..."
"It's for your little brother, don't be selfish, poor him..."
"OK... err Dad... can I get a new..."
"Not now, I'm working, call you later..." *tut..tut..tut...*
yes sir.....
To stop thinking of all immature things like that, I tried to work extra hours,
doing all the things... trying to make myself busy with works,
eventually I love to do these things, they'll make me busy and stop thinking of other things...
working with hot-tempered person yet bossy... I just love it so much... Because nobody ever mad at me like that...
but sometimes, when we trying to protect other people, they just being annoyed with the fact that they are protected, nothing seems to be right...
It hurts me a lot when someone who really willing to sacrifice for me becoming an exhibition 'thing' for the sake of some other people... and I don't want the same things happen to any other of them... Just because it's hard for me to say "NO", doesn't mean that they are the one who should take these unnecessary evils... some said it's ok... "think of the bright said"... maybe you're right...
or maybe I just overprotective? Just because I'd gone throught hell doesn't mean that they don't have to feel the same way? it's a life experience... it's like a training ground to life the future life... what a selfish me.... its my fault to manja-kan them...
All these push and pull, internal and external things, make a person's life interesting. But at the same time, it'll cause you your health... well, it's nothing actually, just don't take in too much thought, scrumbling sehingga you dunno how to susun ayat to talk with people... @.@
Mode:
Walk in the real life, stop fantasying, Angels are not exist to help you...
I thought I can free my self from this living emotional torture chamber,
well indeed I just can't... I guess I'm just nobody in their eyes... Whatever I do just can't get their attention, even for a second...
I thought Im just being immature to think like that... huh...
What is it wrong with me until the one I cared most in life to not even take a full glimspe at my real life? And am I wanted their attention so much? I didn't get it when I was small?
Everytime I call and projecting my predicaments to them, the only word that they'll say is "OK"...
Then, the sentence about my life is lost in the thick air... and the sentence will be "I'm working right now..."
"Dad, Im having my final exam..."
"Really? Don't worry, you are as usual.. now, can you check the price for the phone that I asked you to?"
"I'm studying..."
"It's for your little brother, don't be selfish, poor him..."
"OK... err Dad... can I get a new..."
"Not now, I'm working, call you later..." *tut..tut..tut...*
yes sir.....
To stop thinking of all immature things like that, I tried to work extra hours,
doing all the things... trying to make myself busy with works,
eventually I love to do these things, they'll make me busy and stop thinking of other things...
working with hot-tempered person yet bossy... I just love it so much... Because nobody ever mad at me like that...
but sometimes, when we trying to protect other people, they just being annoyed with the fact that they are protected, nothing seems to be right...
It hurts me a lot when someone who really willing to sacrifice for me becoming an exhibition 'thing' for the sake of some other people... and I don't want the same things happen to any other of them... Just because it's hard for me to say "NO", doesn't mean that they are the one who should take these unnecessary evils... some said it's ok... "think of the bright said"... maybe you're right...
or maybe I just overprotective? Just because I'd gone throught hell doesn't mean that they don't have to feel the same way? it's a life experience... it's like a training ground to life the future life... what a selfish me.... its my fault to manja-kan them...
All these push and pull, internal and external things, make a person's life interesting. But at the same time, it'll cause you your health... well, it's nothing actually, just don't take in too much thought, scrumbling sehingga you dunno how to susun ayat to talk with people... @.@
Mode:
Walk in the real life, stop fantasying, Angels are not exist to help you...
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Injustice League of Rare Extraordinary People
I was having a lunch-dinner with my friend,
He started to talk about 'extraordinary' things that some people can do,
And he said he witnessed it before.
Stunned and humoured with the deep-meaning metaphors about these people made by him,
I am amazed by how people nowadays doing things.
According to him,
These extraordinary people are having special 'abillities'. Most of them are ocular abilities.
Wow... I dunno such 'thing' exists until now...
These people called themselves as Injustice League of Rare Extraordinary People (ILREP).
Seriously,
for an organization to function, according to my friend, it must have a boss or leader,
This league is having a boss with non-ocular ability but equally or even far better ability than others.
He can cut things very fast, he's having a hyper cutter hand or I would say a Shredder...
He will cut 'everything' and compile it to put into 'boxes'...
Believe me, you dun wan to mess with him...
Under him are 10 more warriors, they are the man he got... these people also having extraordinary abilities too... but his best are four...
The first one is having See-through eyes... he can see things even it is hidden in the wall, or even under the exam table... My friend called this guy as Byakugan-man... (see narutopedia if u dunno)
The second one is having an equally strong ocular ability, he can see things faraway... he can even see what the guy who sits 6 tables away from him is writting... this is one is called Far Seer... (play dota if u dunno the meaning)
The other two warriors are twins. They are having telepathy. They can talk to each other via mind wave. They can even give the same answers for the same test paper on the same time and even commit the same mistakes... This twins are called Twin-Teleparties... :X
the other members are not strong enough, they just having low level special abilities such as Chameleon-eyes, Owl-head, long-ears and so on...
I wish to join this organization as well, but what to do, I dun hav special abilities...
If I hav, what could it be? Illusion master? or what they will call me then? Mad-D? hahahha~
P/s: While sitting in front of lappy, checking on Livestock economy & Marketing notes, suddenly remembered what my friend told me about this league... Just for sharing, no offensive meanings...
Don't think that in the darkness you hide, nobody can see you...
He started to talk about 'extraordinary' things that some people can do,
And he said he witnessed it before.
Stunned and humoured with the deep-meaning metaphors about these people made by him,
I am amazed by how people nowadays doing things.
According to him,
These extraordinary people are having special 'abillities'. Most of them are ocular abilities.
Wow... I dunno such 'thing' exists until now...
These people called themselves as Injustice League of Rare Extraordinary People (ILREP).
Seriously,
for an organization to function, according to my friend, it must have a boss or leader,
This league is having a boss with non-ocular ability but equally or even far better ability than others.
He can cut things very fast, he's having a hyper cutter hand or I would say a Shredder...
He will cut 'everything' and compile it to put into 'boxes'...
Believe me, you dun wan to mess with him...
Under him are 10 more warriors, they are the man he got... these people also having extraordinary abilities too... but his best are four...
The first one is having See-through eyes... he can see things even it is hidden in the wall, or even under the exam table... My friend called this guy as Byakugan-man... (see narutopedia if u dunno)
The second one is having an equally strong ocular ability, he can see things faraway... he can even see what the guy who sits 6 tables away from him is writting... this is one is called Far Seer... (play dota if u dunno the meaning)
The other two warriors are twins. They are having telepathy. They can talk to each other via mind wave. They can even give the same answers for the same test paper on the same time and even commit the same mistakes... This twins are called Twin-Teleparties... :X
the other members are not strong enough, they just having low level special abilities such as Chameleon-eyes, Owl-head, long-ears and so on...
I wish to join this organization as well, but what to do, I dun hav special abilities...
If I hav, what could it be? Illusion master? or what they will call me then? Mad-D? hahahha~
P/s: While sitting in front of lappy, checking on Livestock economy & Marketing notes, suddenly remembered what my friend told me about this league... Just for sharing, no offensive meanings...
Don't think that in the darkness you hide, nobody can see you...
Saturday, April 17, 2010
-Dream a better dream-
mimpi adalah mainan tidur...
kdg2 kita termimpikan benda yg kita maukan...
x salah kan?
tapi mimpi kdg2 bole jadi mengelirukan,
ada org percaya mimpi itu mcm ramalan utk future...
seriously, do you believe that?
terpulanglah kan?
x salah kan?
during study week ni,
danel byk sgt tertidur,
walaupon dah minum 3 cawan Nescaf3,
pon masih x dpt melawan nafsu utk tidur...
yg peliknya, waktu tertidur itu adalah dari pokul 4-7pm...
dah 3 hari bturut2 danel alami situasi yg sma,
dan alami mimpi yg sama...
bila aja bgn dari tidur tu, danel akan bpeluh dgn byk sgt...
rasa mcm separuh tenaga dah hilang...
so danel akan pergi beranda utk ambi angin...
cuba tenangkn fikiran...
tbayang2 mimpi tadi...
seblum ni kalau bmimpi,
lepas bgn je mesti tlupa...
tapi kali ni lain...
ianya sesuatu yg indah,
sesuatu yg x pernah blaku lagi,
mungkin inilah mimpi indah danel yg pertama kot... hahaha
tp x tau la,
just rasa keliru sikit...
kenapa bila saja danel rasa down, pasti ada ja benda mcm ni blaku,
ada saja... pelik tp benar...
tp kalau benar danel bmimpikan masa depan,
danel takut,
danel takut x bsedia utk menerimanya lagi...
tp kalau benar inilah sebabnya danel kena teruskan kehidupan,
danel akan berusaha utk masa depan yg lebih baik...
memandang ke arah masa depan, lupakan sejarah hitam...
kdg2 kita termimpikan benda yg kita maukan...
x salah kan?
tapi mimpi kdg2 bole jadi mengelirukan,
ada org percaya mimpi itu mcm ramalan utk future...
seriously, do you believe that?
terpulanglah kan?
x salah kan?
during study week ni,
danel byk sgt tertidur,
walaupon dah minum 3 cawan Nescaf3,
pon masih x dpt melawan nafsu utk tidur...
yg peliknya, waktu tertidur itu adalah dari pokul 4-7pm...
dah 3 hari bturut2 danel alami situasi yg sma,
dan alami mimpi yg sama...
bila aja bgn dari tidur tu, danel akan bpeluh dgn byk sgt...
rasa mcm separuh tenaga dah hilang...
so danel akan pergi beranda utk ambi angin...
cuba tenangkn fikiran...
tbayang2 mimpi tadi...
seblum ni kalau bmimpi,
lepas bgn je mesti tlupa...
tapi kali ni lain...
ianya sesuatu yg indah,
sesuatu yg x pernah blaku lagi,
mungkin inilah mimpi indah danel yg pertama kot... hahaha
tp x tau la,
just rasa keliru sikit...
kenapa bila saja danel rasa down, pasti ada ja benda mcm ni blaku,
ada saja... pelik tp benar...
tp kalau benar danel bmimpikan masa depan,
danel takut,
danel takut x bsedia utk menerimanya lagi...
tp kalau benar inilah sebabnya danel kena teruskan kehidupan,
danel akan berusaha utk masa depan yg lebih baik...
memandang ke arah masa depan, lupakan sejarah hitam...
P/s: Esok paper pertama my final exam, poultry industry... Wishing all frens all the best... If they can do it, why can't we? What's our excuse? and to others yg ada exam gak... my greastest wish is with you... all the best as well!!!!!
until we meet again in next entry, i promise the color of life will be more colorful than ever..... no more black and darkness...
until we meet again in next entry, i promise the color of life will be more colorful than ever..... no more black and darkness...
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
-his-
There is one guy,
he was born with his twin brother,
however, his twin brother died on the day they were born to the world,
because his (the guy's) umbilical cord surrounded him,
causing of his suffocation which lead to his death...
This guy never know that he has a deceased twin brother until one day,
he overhead his parents' small chat...
Beared with this pain in his life,
he keeps on putting the fault on his shoulder,
and other people also accused him for the fault,
the world is so dark, too dark for friends and other people to approach or see him,
he loves his own world, living among the non-living things,
alone in the room, drawing of a beautiful future, pencils and papers are his ideas,
or being outside in the wild,
talking to animals seems to be far better than talking to human,
humans only know how to accuse people,
they never try to understand the little boy's thought,
but the animals, they maybe dunno what he said,
but they seems to be sympathy and understand..
is he happy? whats his biggest sin to feel this pain?
whenever this little guy trying to approach people,
people tend to see his past,
people will stay away from him because he is the bad-luck bringer, the disease carrier.
whoever stay too close to him will suffer bad luck,
or even worse,
die...!
Even his family has to send him away.
Send him to unknown people,
giving him a chance to see outside world,
how cruel a life is,
living with a new foster sister, she is different,
she knows how pain this life is,
she teached him how to handle people thoughts,
she teached him that problematic people has a cure,
and the answer is lie in our own soul...in what we believe...
living with her was an ultimate valuable experience,
he faced difficult, he lived in poverty,
but that won't make his heart to stop believing in better future,
every morning wake up at 4, going on foot to the school,
sometimes if got extra money, he'll take bus...
seeing other kids with parents accompany to school,
seeing school as a playground and friends making place to them,
He is the only kind in his school...
he speaks their language,
he learns their way of doing thing,
his dogma is to be someone in his life,
to change peope's perception , to change the world to a better place to live.
His foster sister knows that he can see other things that people can't see,
she said she feels it too...
he never believes in fantasy... he never believes in ridiculous things...
until one day, he saw a guy almost same age with him standing under the road light,
it was like late in the nite,
something unsual about the guy,
he seems familiar to him... after the rain stops, the guy under the light dissapear as well...
could it be him?
he furthers his study...
here, his life started to change,
people feels his presence,
people started to talk to him, started to be friend with him...
for a while, he forgot his real intension and dogma,
he felt in love, he started to appreciate someone special in his life,
he's happier, he's not as depress as before...
Having to live in the world full of friends,
having her to love and cherish,
sometimes he noticed that people are having selfish intension of approaching him,
but her presence neutralized all the bad thoughts...
he's happy...
they promised, they vowed, they responsible for their actions,
she took him out of his dark world...
she loves him as much as he loves her back...
but not too long, she clarified that she loved wrong...
this pain, they have to share, his family doesnt like her,
they poisoned her, and she left him...
next day, he recieved a phone call, she felt from building and broke her left arm,
he cared, he shows his concern, but this is not their destiny,
heartbroken, he decided to leave the cursed land, everything,
his future as a med student and so on...
those memories are the darkest one,
a pain that hurts as much as the first one,
but he used to be happy,
he knows the word happy and he felt it before,
he loves the feelings... but, can he feel the same way again?
he keeps seeing the guy under the road light... but he can't see his face...
they talked, he felt a warm feeling, as if it is a big brother who talks to his brother...
but didnt say much, he warned, he said to him that he needs to be ready...
for what? for what? he didnt answered... he just lost... or is it an illusion?
he tried to find the answer,
he wish he can get it now...
but that guy just doesnt turn up...
That day, on the beach, he went to the beach with his friends...
he waited for him to come, it was raining lightly...
he has the premonition to meet him,
the guy showed himself, he warned again... becareful, there is something else here,
but he doesnt understand a thing,
the moment he turned away, the guy vanished...
wierd... but why? whats the answer? from what?
"Am I going to bring another bad luck?" he thought... pls not now...
he scared to loose his friends who were enjoying themselves at the moment...
he tried to go as faraway from them...
try to isolate himself from them...
try to hide his worried... if this thing wants something,
maybe it is him, not them,
he scared... so scare... it is another pain he feels...
that feeling is the same as the previous incident,
he lost his uncle and it was a real pain...
to see a family ruptures in front of his eyes,
the good people die...
but people will never believe him,
little do he cares of what people think about him...
he isolates his life from others,
make others going away from him... like wat his past did...
maybe thats the best way to protect other people from something...
he's not trying to be hero or even a weirdo...
but maybe he can change the future to a better place for everyone...
he saw some of the future, but uncertain whether that will be the future or is it just a fantasy...
because they are just too good to be true...
at the moment, he's living between reality and fantasy...
the door to his world is always open, he can go in and out as he pleased...
but he chooses to believe,
he chooses to have faith, that he is special, not cursed...
he was born with his twin brother,
however, his twin brother died on the day they were born to the world,
because his (the guy's) umbilical cord surrounded him,
causing of his suffocation which lead to his death...
This guy never know that he has a deceased twin brother until one day,
he overhead his parents' small chat...
Beared with this pain in his life,
he keeps on putting the fault on his shoulder,
and other people also accused him for the fault,
the world is so dark, too dark for friends and other people to approach or see him,
he loves his own world, living among the non-living things,
alone in the room, drawing of a beautiful future, pencils and papers are his ideas,
or being outside in the wild,
talking to animals seems to be far better than talking to human,
humans only know how to accuse people,
they never try to understand the little boy's thought,
but the animals, they maybe dunno what he said,
but they seems to be sympathy and understand..
is he happy? whats his biggest sin to feel this pain?
whenever this little guy trying to approach people,
people tend to see his past,
people will stay away from him because he is the bad-luck bringer, the disease carrier.
whoever stay too close to him will suffer bad luck,
or even worse,
die...!
Even his family has to send him away.
Send him to unknown people,
giving him a chance to see outside world,
how cruel a life is,
living with a new foster sister, she is different,
she knows how pain this life is,
she teached him how to handle people thoughts,
she teached him that problematic people has a cure,
and the answer is lie in our own soul...in what we believe...
living with her was an ultimate valuable experience,
he faced difficult, he lived in poverty,
but that won't make his heart to stop believing in better future,
every morning wake up at 4, going on foot to the school,
sometimes if got extra money, he'll take bus...
seeing other kids with parents accompany to school,
seeing school as a playground and friends making place to them,
He is the only kind in his school...
he speaks their language,
he learns their way of doing thing,
his dogma is to be someone in his life,
to change peope's perception , to change the world to a better place to live.
His foster sister knows that he can see other things that people can't see,
she said she feels it too...
he never believes in fantasy... he never believes in ridiculous things...
until one day, he saw a guy almost same age with him standing under the road light,
it was like late in the nite,
something unsual about the guy,
he seems familiar to him... after the rain stops, the guy under the light dissapear as well...
could it be him?
he furthers his study...
here, his life started to change,
people feels his presence,
people started to talk to him, started to be friend with him...
for a while, he forgot his real intension and dogma,
he felt in love, he started to appreciate someone special in his life,
he's happier, he's not as depress as before...
Having to live in the world full of friends,
having her to love and cherish,
sometimes he noticed that people are having selfish intension of approaching him,
but her presence neutralized all the bad thoughts...
he's happy...
they promised, they vowed, they responsible for their actions,
she took him out of his dark world...
she loves him as much as he loves her back...
but not too long, she clarified that she loved wrong...
this pain, they have to share, his family doesnt like her,
they poisoned her, and she left him...
next day, he recieved a phone call, she felt from building and broke her left arm,
he cared, he shows his concern, but this is not their destiny,
heartbroken, he decided to leave the cursed land, everything,
his future as a med student and so on...
those memories are the darkest one,
a pain that hurts as much as the first one,
but he used to be happy,
he knows the word happy and he felt it before,
he loves the feelings... but, can he feel the same way again?
he keeps seeing the guy under the road light... but he can't see his face...
they talked, he felt a warm feeling, as if it is a big brother who talks to his brother...
but didnt say much, he warned, he said to him that he needs to be ready...
for what? for what? he didnt answered... he just lost... or is it an illusion?
he tried to find the answer,
he wish he can get it now...
but that guy just doesnt turn up...
That day, on the beach, he went to the beach with his friends...
he waited for him to come, it was raining lightly...
he has the premonition to meet him,
the guy showed himself, he warned again... becareful, there is something else here,
but he doesnt understand a thing,
the moment he turned away, the guy vanished...
wierd... but why? whats the answer? from what?
"Am I going to bring another bad luck?" he thought... pls not now...
he scared to loose his friends who were enjoying themselves at the moment...
he tried to go as faraway from them...
try to isolate himself from them...
try to hide his worried... if this thing wants something,
maybe it is him, not them,
he scared... so scare... it is another pain he feels...
that feeling is the same as the previous incident,
he lost his uncle and it was a real pain...
to see a family ruptures in front of his eyes,
the good people die...
but people will never believe him,
little do he cares of what people think about him...
he isolates his life from others,
make others going away from him... like wat his past did...
maybe thats the best way to protect other people from something...
he's not trying to be hero or even a weirdo...
but maybe he can change the future to a better place for everyone...
he saw some of the future, but uncertain whether that will be the future or is it just a fantasy...
because they are just too good to be true...
at the moment, he's living between reality and fantasy...
the door to his world is always open, he can go in and out as he pleased...
but he chooses to believe,
he chooses to have faith, that he is special, not cursed...
Thursday, April 8, 2010
心痛...
sakit kan hati, kalau orang x hargai kita?
btol apa yg u cakap x salah...
tapi tgk la masa skrg ni...
come on la...
i penat la...
nak jaga hati smua org payah la...
i ada exam la...
org lain masa study week sibuk je belajar...
tp aku pulak kena buat report...
pening la...
tp apakan daya... ini pilihan aku kan?
nak aku bkorban? xyah balik bcuti? xyah jumpa family? xyah sambut Gawai?
Fuh... pengorbanan seseorng itu x dinilai hanya melalui perbuatan & sumbangan dia saja...
tetapi keikhlasan dia juga... ada benda tu dikira?
manusia skrg ni mmg...
kalu benda x blaku depan mata dia, mmg payah nak suruh dia percaya...
xkan la setiap saat dlm hidup kena direkod sebagai bukti...
adess... hidup2... payah la... nak mati lak lagi la susah...
tapi berserah la... pilihan ini aku yg buat... sapa2 pon x salah kan?
ini lah alam Universiti... ada org terlalu pandai, ada org terlalu blagak cerdik,
ada jugak org terlampau hebat buat kerja....
tapi yg peliknya... lagi ramai yg jadi mangsa keadaan... :3
A clown, live to make other people happy... but.. is he happy as well? Is he? Suteki Da Ne?
btol apa yg u cakap x salah...
tapi tgk la masa skrg ni...
come on la...
i penat la...
nak jaga hati smua org payah la...
i ada exam la...
org lain masa study week sibuk je belajar...
tp aku pulak kena buat report...
pening la...
tp apakan daya... ini pilihan aku kan?
nak aku bkorban? xyah balik bcuti? xyah jumpa family? xyah sambut Gawai?
Fuh... pengorbanan seseorng itu x dinilai hanya melalui perbuatan & sumbangan dia saja...
tetapi keikhlasan dia juga... ada benda tu dikira?
manusia skrg ni mmg...
kalu benda x blaku depan mata dia, mmg payah nak suruh dia percaya...
xkan la setiap saat dlm hidup kena direkod sebagai bukti...
adess... hidup2... payah la... nak mati lak lagi la susah...
tapi berserah la... pilihan ini aku yg buat... sapa2 pon x salah kan?
ini lah alam Universiti... ada org terlalu pandai, ada org terlalu blagak cerdik,
ada jugak org terlampau hebat buat kerja....
tapi yg peliknya... lagi ramai yg jadi mangsa keadaan... :3
A clown, live to make other people happy... but.. is he happy as well? Is he? Suteki Da Ne?
Monday, April 5, 2010
B-Ability
Berfikir...
Hmm... setiap manusia mempunyai peratusan penggunaan otak yg berbeza,
kebanyakkan kita hanya utilize only 10-20% of our brain, iaitu tahap normal la katakan.
Dlm amount yg sikit ini pon manusia bole mencipta kereta, membina tamadun dan sebagainya,
tapi apa akan berlaku bila kita gunakan keupayaan otak melebihi had maximanya?
Lets say kita increase brain ability kepada 50-60%..
Apa akan berlaku?
adakah ini akan membuatkan kita setaraf dewa?
Ada sesetengah manusia dilahirkan berbeza,
dilahirkan dgn brain ability yg melebihi 20% tp tidak mbuatkan insan itu bijak,
bila wujudnya brain ability sebegitu, kita bole dikatakan sebagai "special",
keupayaan minda yg sebegitu hebat membolehkan kita mempunyai "ability" di luar normal,
ada benda yg secara realiti nya kita x bole xplain guna teori sains,
maka untuk mencari alasan sbgai cover line,
kita anggap benda tu sbagai Mistik, atau Ghaib dan sewaktu dgnnya...
bila keupayaan minda itu mencapai tahap melebihi limitasi nya,
teori logik itu kita terpaksa abaikan,
contohnya, ada orang bole gerakan sesuatu benda hanya dgn memikirkan nya saja...
ada org bole terapung di udara tanpa tali... ada juga bole nampak apa yg kita x bole nampak...
saya percaya,
suatu hari nanti, pasti ada ciptaan yg bole memaksimakan brain ability manusia... maksudnya, kita x perlu pergi tuisyen, x perlu training ground dan sebagainya,
sebab ajar sekali dah pandai~ hahahaha~
P/s: "Tiada sangkut paut dgn TV series HEROES ye..."
Hmm... setiap manusia mempunyai peratusan penggunaan otak yg berbeza,
kebanyakkan kita hanya utilize only 10-20% of our brain, iaitu tahap normal la katakan.
Dlm amount yg sikit ini pon manusia bole mencipta kereta, membina tamadun dan sebagainya,
tapi apa akan berlaku bila kita gunakan keupayaan otak melebihi had maximanya?
Lets say kita increase brain ability kepada 50-60%..
Apa akan berlaku?
adakah ini akan membuatkan kita setaraf dewa?
Ada sesetengah manusia dilahirkan berbeza,
dilahirkan dgn brain ability yg melebihi 20% tp tidak mbuatkan insan itu bijak,
bila wujudnya brain ability sebegitu, kita bole dikatakan sebagai "special",
keupayaan minda yg sebegitu hebat membolehkan kita mempunyai "ability" di luar normal,
ada benda yg secara realiti nya kita x bole xplain guna teori sains,
maka untuk mencari alasan sbgai cover line,
kita anggap benda tu sbagai Mistik, atau Ghaib dan sewaktu dgnnya...
bila keupayaan minda itu mencapai tahap melebihi limitasi nya,
teori logik itu kita terpaksa abaikan,
contohnya, ada orang bole gerakan sesuatu benda hanya dgn memikirkan nya saja...
ada org bole terapung di udara tanpa tali... ada juga bole nampak apa yg kita x bole nampak...
saya percaya,
suatu hari nanti, pasti ada ciptaan yg bole memaksimakan brain ability manusia... maksudnya, kita x perlu pergi tuisyen, x perlu training ground dan sebagainya,
sebab ajar sekali dah pandai~ hahahaha~
P/s: "Tiada sangkut paut dgn TV series HEROES ye..."
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