Dulu dan Sekarang

Lebih kurang dalam 10 hari lagi, aku akan balik semula ke tempat yg mengajarku erti dewasa - UMK.

Teringat lagi dulu,

Kalau masa kat Kolej Matrikulasi, orang akan kenal Daniel Gello sebagai "party friend",

Sebabnya masa kat matrix dulu ada je agenda yg melanggar undang2 telah dibuatnya.

Contohnya, kluar tengah malam balik waktu subuh, mandi beramai-ramai tgh padang dgn besties la,buat prank yg seriously tak kan orang lupakan sampai fello pun sekongkol, time study week pergi berenang sakan dan byk lagi la...

Tapi bila dah sampai menara gading,

semua sifat-sifat keanak-anakan itu hilang. Minda jadi konservatif sikit (culture shock and surprise I'm still having it), takut kadang-kadang bergurau pon terlebih over sampai orang lain xleh nak terima (penyelesaiannya, tak suka bergurau dan berjenaka dah). Mungkin bebanan pelajaran yg dihadapi telah mematangkan minda dan juga orang sekeliling yang pattern liaw-liaw mengubah persepsi ttg hidup.

Inilah lumrah kehidupan, benih akan bercambah jadi pokok. Begitu juga manusia, kita xkan merangkak selama-lamanya, pasti akan berdiri juga. Masa mematangkan usia dan minda. Tanggungjawab bertambah. Plan sterusnya lepas habis degree (malu la bila orang tanya kita, apa plan u lepas abis degree kita jawab x tau... )

Pejam celik dah hampir 3 tahun bergelar sebagai seorang mahasiswa,

rasa mcm baru mendapat tawaran semalam. Walaupun kenangan dulu mula-mulanya agak kurang baik tapi syukur lah kan, sbbnya berpeluang masuk universiti local. Rakan-rakan lain yg sebenarnya lagi gempak keputusannya x bernasib baik pulak (masuk uni swasta la jadinya). Kadang-kadang rasa pelik pun ada, padahal orang tu tersangat-sangat lah layak tp x dpt, lepas tu org yg biasa mcm saya ni yg hampir fail subjek biology boleh pulak masuk aliran biology (mungkin sebab... tuuttt.... h*k... Bumi*tuuutt*...). -cut- Bahaya...

**Kronologi cerita dipotong**

Lepas balik dari LI utk third year, badan makin bulat pulak... haiz... "thanks" to my friends there, hahaha~ (utk ketahui cerita tu, find it at my FB albums)

P/s:

Kalau anda bagus, orang akan jatuhkan anda. Kalau anda kerajaan, orang akan jadi pembangkang anda. Lumrah dunia, yang ketawa bersepah, yang mengumpat mengarei (sama maksud ngan bersepah), yang dengki berhambur, yang menipu x payah cakap tau2 je la.

Anda bagus anda teruskan maju kehadapan, Anda kerajaan anda luruskan yg bengkok. Anda jahat? Xpa, jangan bertaubat, nanti spesies anda pupus.

Mode: While you're having your holiday or relaxation, yes I'm Busy.

Reading about Cetology & Ichthyology, Reading Antibiogram, Reading Research Proposal Draft, Reading Fish Disease & Parasites. And doing LI report which seems to be so hard to be finished (only done introduction... and upcoming report with PSU is waiting). Dear God, whatever it is, please bless me like you bless everyone in this world.

*Malas nak letak gambar*

Mr. Time Wizard

**Tik-tok, Tik-tok, Tik-tok**

He is casting his spells nonchalantly.

His effects are negligible when you're busy,

But menacing if you get carried away.

He is the healer and he is the destroyer.

Please be my friend Mr. Time Wizard,

I wanna walk on your vibrating wavelength,

And swim in your mysterious time and space continuum.

Together we'll erase the monochrome yesterdays and paint a colorful tomorrow.

Help me Mr. Time Wizard,

Be my trembling knees,

Be my shaking wrists.

Sleep me through the May and wake me up when September ends.

I know there's no one else I can count on,

Not DARK ANGEL anymore.

Without knowing it, you morphed me up effortlessly,

From a flightless ugly caterpillar to a levitating gaudy moth.

By nature and nurture, you trigger my abilities.

P/s:

Taking this opportunity to wish me mummy, Sangan Dollah, Happy mother's day and Happy upcoming Birthday.

That Drowning Angel

The night is blinking his starry eyes.

It is too dark to depict the days after tomorrow.

A group of drowning people are screaming their lungs out,

Wishing on the lucky stars to save their lives.

Since when did she crawl in between these people?

She spills out her sadness, chanting her agonies.

But the tears are dissolving inside the sea of sorrow in which she's in right now.

Struggling, but it makes her to sink even deeper.

She wants to breathe, it's painful there.

Could it be much better if she can look forward future?

Even if she turns everything around to be her enemies,

It's already too late.

She thought that she is strong, stronger than anyone else,

But tonight, she's all alone and frightened by the things that she lacks of.

It started to rain, lulling her into a slumber that she'll never get awake again.

****

"Mom! Gina drowns the rabbit that you bought inside the bathtub with her other toys!"

Electrocuted by Election

The momentum of SPR is shaking the state of Hornbill.

Raged fanatics of government and opposition parties alike,

Chanting their vows of winning security,

Roaring their pledges of loyalty,

Devastating the beautiful meaning of democracy.

And I,

Standing on the forked road,

Gazing as far as I could through the roads, until they bench.

They're equally promising, contributing to a better future.

There're two choices to be made,

Measure your greediness in a weighing scale,

or rise your covetousness in a red rocket,

Pick blue and they''ll say you're not dreaming high,

Pick red and they'll say you're not being equitable.

Oh dear,

Regardless of which side you're on and whoever your political idols are,

please be mature in terms of actions and languages.

Don't leak your childishness to the public.

You may not know, other people are being ashamed of you,

for having someone like you in the society,

we won't feel the word DEVELOPMENT in Sarawak.

p/s: Selamat Mengundi...

Another guy...

There was one guy.

He was your lucky star, and he was your prince charming too.

That guy was your life.

You followed him like a shadow, loved him wholeheartedly.

You cried as you laughed when he was with you.

He was your angel and even devil too.

He made you his stooge and you knew,

but you kept silent.

Your heart was filled with scars and blisters.

And there were too many things in it,

that you can't even tell your best buddy.

And there is another guy,

He gazes at you from far away,

Whenever he takes one step closer,

You take 2 steps back.

He gives you smiles,

But he gets neglection.

He looks like a love beggar.

And you notice his desire,

But you turn away heartlessly.

He is a grumpy guy so he learns to be friendly.

And every weekends,

He sends you your favorite chocolates,

But will you love him back if he continues this way?

Flowers and Insect

"You're so mesmerizing,

colored with cunning orange, devilish red, snobbish yellow and deceiving purple.

Your smells are so attractive,

killing all the male bugs who fall into your stunning fragrance of death.

Your buds and petals are so pretty,

containing poisons that stop the loving heart from beating.

They said, be afraid.

You're a living monster, not as timid as you looked like.

They said, be aware.

You're a death angel, not as pure as white bride you may seemed."

Here come a post-morphed butterfly, astonishing patterns on his wings,

elegant tiny 6 legs he has, and unique long antennae on his forehead too.

Animal planet is totally reverse in human sense.

New to this treacherous world,

Little knowledge about life,

He stops on one of these beautiful flowers.

Drains the venomous sweet nectar.

Clings on the curly poison ivy.

Dances in the fatal spores.

Yet it's worth, according to him.

Slowly resting his wings on the petals,

closing his millions eyes in vain.

One more poor creature fall into their death grips,

Smiling away in the wind, they seek for another victim...

~Rebellious anxiety~

Long has been it shutting its mouth,

Shall another entry will enlighten the collapsing desire and the dull future,

Make it another fortnight before the nightmare is over.

Waving this joyful hand into the air,

Saying lovely beautiful words on the lips while curse deadly vulgar words in the cardio,

Nothing else matter, just can't wait to go forward into another dimension of living,

Which money doesn't speak that loud, where positions doesn't measure the happiness.

Just wait... and another waiting...

Will ensure you to a new heaven on earth, perhaps still linger with devils,

but then, a better life awaits for you...

P/s:

Busy... Busy... Busy... baa~ baa~ baa~